hey.. still sick.. skipping tomorrow precamp to pack my uniform and bags for camp and do my MOI and sleep to get my strength back and everything.

i feel super bad to chinghui.. empty promises.
earlier on before dinner i told her since i was feelin okay i will go tomorrow because she also have the super-cant-fit-in feeling i had with the group.. then i think and think and think i might as well dont go.. go there cut newspapers shift chairs and everything. i cant have the best of two worlds.. might as well stick with slacking for once.. eh but who knows.. i might feel guity later and change my mind.. sheesh.. i cant stand myself.

today the cell group outing was floppish.. today morning mam sheryl rushed me for proposal.. today morning woke up already in sian mood.. raining day to fit it. and stupid xiaowen n wenbin went to school to buy books.. haha.. without looking at the buy-books timetable to know that bookstore close today.. lame people..

cell group went orchard.. i felt un-feverish.. i went orchard with my mum too.. to eat lunch and shop.. i wanted to join cell group after the movie they wanted.. WANTED..

ate at swensens.. the best thing today.. i ate black pepper seafood pasta.. and my mum n bro ate others.. but den felt sick again.. drank 3cups of hot water and tea.. it was drizzling n i felt terrible.. cough alot.. felt like just staying home..

cell group de stupid guys wan to leave orchard n go back east coast to kayak.. smartiepants upon reaching there lazy to find the place to kayak n blahh.. total floppish.. wish i did a better job at organizing it.. seems liek evrything is clouding my mind i dont feel like doing anything except run away from it and play.

then i walked around with mum.. all i bought was stickers from sanrio~ and also at popular.. boy did i buy alot. really alot.. all the notebooks.. and one i always like which i saw at bugis but didnt buy.. n stationaries.. eh that moment felt unsick again.. love time with family.

find dad after work and he drive us home. now i cant even open my eyes wide. thrat very dry. trying to do MOI..

not feeling guity abt not goin group meetin today.. n yet go out with mum.. cos thats my medicine for recovery.. sorry CH again but i dont think u will read this.. thks pearl for praying for me please remember.. thks audrey for ur PE shorts.. blabber blabber blabber.. boring-